Like seriously.
I am... Frustrated. With capital F.

* Tomorrow. Is. My. First. Exam. Out of four.
* My rollerskating partner fell ill and we can't go clearin' our heads.
* My computer and Camera seem to hate each other. Or they both hate me. Getting pictures from Camera to Computer is a road through Hell with Radioactive Chihuahuas.
* I desperately need a new phone. AND a new computer, preferably laptop. That requires money. Getting money means a job. job means i cannot concentrate 100% on exams.

grrrh.

Basically, downloading pictures from camera is.. well, it's so bad, i don't want to take any pictures, because im thinking about the brainfukc when i have to download them to my PC.
Let's say I have ..umm.. 300 pictures to download. it approximately takes me 5 hours. if not more. Error after error or whatever. Or my PC just decides not to recognize the camera in the first place.
You have no idea, how many times i have yelled at that piece of junk, or how many times it has caused me to go violent on it. And i am not a violent person.

Now, about the new phone and stuff. My phone is in perfect order. Really. Well, except this one little scratch. But it functions perfectly.
Well, actually it's a piece of junk. Why? It's LG. I thought i'd experiment. Should have stick with what i know and what i Like.
Nokia.
NOW.
And i need money for June, since i have like ... 2-3 LARPs, Graduation and the party that goes with it, plkus, there probably will be some concerts.

The good news on the other hand is that i haz a job. I just have to wait. Until my first exams are done. Which means.. 6. May i should be working.
Yay!

So, I discovered that one can actually get Bachelor in Photography. And Master too, later.
Right here, in Tallinn.
I also discovered that i can study Law here. I mean, my information so far was that I cannot study law in Tallinn, if I get in the university for free, that I can only do it in Tartu then. But, I was wrong.

So, now I am in between.
Should I go and study something I absolutely adore and want to do, but which also could be totally the wrong choice if we think of the income (if any!?)
OR.. should I go and study something I do have great interest in and would probably be well paid in the future, BUT in which i am not sure i want to build a career in the first place?

You see, i would absolutely LOVE to study law. I adore it. But i don't know what will i do with it. I mean, i don't see myself as a lawyer or a judge or something. I am NOT an office person.
On the other hand, i would also LOVE to study photography. I adore that too. And i would like to earn a living with it. But, unless i become like.. a fashion photographer for Vogue or something.. i don't think i can make a living with it.

Of course, i could also study law in university.. and photography on my own.. and become a photographer-lawyer.

A Roleplaying photographer-lawyer.

Now, THAT'S interesting


and i still belong to the ArtisanCraft club.

And they have the right to display my artisan works.

RANT.

Add some more of RANT.

RANT. RANT. RANT.

Alright, the thing is, i often tend to take a nice walk in the "recently added" section. I see pretty interesting, unknown and new stuff there. I likes. And i do not know, what hit me today, because usually i just ignore the awful amount of CRAP and sort out the nice ones. Either i have reached me top level in "tolerating crap", or i'm just in a bad mood.
Maybe both.

Anyway, anyone who has something to do with stock, please, take a look at this: [link]
And now, am i wrong, when i say that this is illegal in Stockworld?
i mean, like seriously.

! EDIT: This particular artist has seen the error, and this was just a accident in sorting out the pictures.
But, nevertheless, there are pictures like this around, but what really ARE considered "artistic".

Then, Digital art->drawings->fantasy
[link]
I can't breathe.

AND- [link]
Like, this is NOT artistic. this is a picture from like, what? 13-year-old myspace page? And her other pictures are of the same style.

And i could go on. and i know many of you know this. but i still have to rant.
Because i am really pissed. And that is not even a word strong enough to describe this.

AWFUL! Why do people create crap and think it's art?
I don't know.

Do you know?



oh, and i still belong to the ArtisanCraft club.

And they have the right to display my artisan works.

yeah.
Happy B-day to meh! And welcome back my old PC, he was away in a Computer Spa for a little while. And i must say, he is much happier (and Faster!)

I just finished downloading pictures from my camera to PC. 983 pictures and 3,22 GB.
Man, i have some serious work waiting for me.

And although the pictures are just crying out "check me out, frame and upload me!", i shall not.
not today, it is. Too much of work and so little time.

I DO have a life besides dA and taking pictures, you know. And my family and friends are waiting for me.

So, long story short, i will deal with the awful amount of pictures tomorrow.. or the day after tomorrow or... someday soon, that is.





oh, and i still belong to the ArtisanCraft club.

Yeah, i surely don't. WHen i walk by, they either crash, run slowly or lose the internet.
Sometimes bookpiles at the other side of the room fall over aswell.

But my mom's laptop and my PC are getting used to me, i guess.
But they occasionaly need some serious Computer SPA treatment.
And now, my own PC is in treatment. For a week now.
Therefore, i will not be able to upload anything. Althgough, i think i've been a bit busy again, since i have a lot of photos in my camera, just waiting to reach your eyes

So, let's hope my computer will feel batter soon



My Club:


This club also has the right to display my artisan works.